yoongi really was desperate to debut
he came into bighit as a rapper- an underground rapper from daegu who only performed for crowds of two and made a couple of cents off of his tracks, which came up to not even be enough to buy ramen.
and when he began training at bighit, he didn’t want to burden his parents either so he paid for everything himself by getting a part time job even though he was a busy trainee/student. sometimes he would have to make the choice between eating that day or not having enough money to pay for the bus fare and being forced to walk two hours to get to where he needed to be. he went to school with wealthy students who would get foreign-made cars for their graduation present and he would have to swallow down his jealousy after seeing them get what they wanted so easily. and he fought with depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and compulsion since he was eighteen years old.
yoongi came into bighit thinking that he was going to be in a hip hop group with namjoon and some of the original members of bts, but even though the group concept changed- he still stuck with it because he desperately wanted a chance to be on stage and create his own music. he learned to dance and even acted as a backdancer/mv extra for a little bit despite originally having the intentions of just being a simple rapper and even when he shattered his shoulders from an accident during his part time job as a delivery boy, he still persevered and worked hard to improve himself and prepare for debut.
and the only point where he wanted to truly give up was when he thought that the day of his debut was never going to come. like, this man has been through so many physical/mental difficulties and changes- he literally gripped onto the thought of a chance to be on stage to survive and the only point where he wanted to give up was when he thought that he was never going to get that chance.
I don’t know how to even put this in words and I don’t want to come across as simply using his life story for attention, but yoongi’s life is the ultimate example of hardwork and determination. I have no idea how he was able to handle all of b-free’s demeaning comments so well and I have no idea how people can say that b-free “got it right”.
and just knowing that yoongi still works himself to the bone till this day- working on his music and bring his equipment wherever he goes ( whether it be during his vacation or on the airplane or in the waiting room) and staying in his studio until the very early morning- and still dealt with battles with his mental health and physical health (he got appendicitis) after his debut just amazes me because he never lets it show or he never lets it take him aback and somehow we still have the audacity to just label him as “lazy” and “coldhearted”.
yoongi truly is a symbol of persistence and dreams and he really is a role model for me. his lyric “though the beginning may be humble, the end will be prosperous” really did become a reality for him and it only came to him because he never gave up despite all what life threw at him. he motivates me to keep on moving forward in my life and I really do hope that all of you guys see and love him for all that he stands for.
@cowjimin@cowjiminI’m kind of curious how many of you guys have Jimin as your ult?
I’d also like to know, what’s your favorite traits of his? Whether it be physical or personality wise.
Is it the way he smiles?
Or how he throws himself at the nearest person when he’s laughing so hard?
Maybe the fact that even though he’s one of the sexiest men alive, he still manages to be super shy.Jimin is my ultimate bias. His gracefulness is my favourite trait.
The reason I got into BTS is because I came across a video of him dancing and was captivated. So for me it’s the way he moves firstly, then everything else about him follows on from that… his sweet personality and of course his beauty and sexiness.
His looks (ngl he’s possibly the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen) but I’m really entranced by the way he looks, his eye smile is terrible for my already feeble heart ;-; But also he has such a sweet and charming personality? And he’s so talented,, his dance is captivating and his voice is very unique (to me at least) + he is so masculine but not in an aggressive way but in a v soft, almost vulnerable way? Which is really appealing tbh; he just seems like an all-round lovely personJiminnie is my ult because he is so softhearted. He’s so good to everyone and takes care of everyone. When he smiles and his nose crinkles, when he’s trying not to laugh and his lips do that half smile and when he does laugh and he covers his mouth with his hands and expresses it through his whole body. What drives me crazy is when he speaks from the heart cause he is calm and voice goes low and slow like hes talking to a close friend. Not to mention his dance skill is no joke (lie choreo hello) and his voice my god, his part in let me know tears me up everytime. And I’m going to stop bc this is getting too long oopsI honestly got into bts because I found a video of Jimin and I was like who is this. His dancing is so graceful and his voice is so beautiful. Honestly, I can’t even count how many times I replay his high notes. I also like how his open with us, how he posts on twitter almost everyday and how he can be on v app talking abt colouring or his dialect and time will just fly by. I like how supportive he is to everyone. Mostly, I realise I always find myself searching for jimin whenever there’s a new video. It’s like there’s a pull. He just captivates me and I honestly think his the most beautiful angel ever born.
Jimin has always been my Ult, and I guess I kind of got into BTS/kpop because of him. The first music video I ever watched was Dope, and I remember just being fixed on him the entire time. Something about his voice really interested me and his style of dancing was easily my favourite. It sounds tacky but I literally could not take my eyes off him, the smoothness of his dance style and his vocal were completely captivating to me, and it set the bar for all the kpop I got into after that point. So I guess you could say his talent is one of my favourite traits of his.
But more so than that is probably his selflessness and his caring nature. He doesn’t need to promote the other members solo activities, or encourage them constantly, or be a comfort to them when they’re upset or emotional, but he always is. I honestly feel like he would do anything for the boys, because the way he expresses himself about them or treats them just seems so unconditionally loving and so unbelievably sweet and considerate. He’s honestly the type of guy that I think everyone would like to have a friend like, because having someone love you like that and genuinely believe in you and wish for you do to well would just be so encouraging. He’s just so humble and loving and truly an example of a brilliant friend.
@cowjimin Jimin is my ultimate bias. He wasn’t always though, my first bias was TaeTae but that was because I got into BTS around the N.O. era, back when Chim literally looked like a baby. And then Danger was so good to that boy, he started looking more mature, and my bias quickly changed to him.
I can say that the reason I love him is because of his heart. He is such a kind soul and he has shown me that you don’t need to be blood related to someone for them to be family. His laughter is literally music from the heavens and so is is killing looks. He is so so so cute but then can be super rude at times it’s just so thrilling
I love dyingJimin has been my ult bias since day one. There was something about him that just told me he was going to be my ult bias.
I love everything about him, I love how caring he is and how hard working he is too. His passion for dance blows me away and he’s so so so good at it too! Jimin is so captivating on stage. I would tell myself that I will watch their dance practice video or something and only focus on Hobi first but I always find my eyes drifting to Jimin.
He has a personality that everyone just loves. Jimin has such a big and sweet heart, he’s always worrying about his members and about ARMYs too. He’s also so supportive of everyone! What makes me weak is his smile and his laugh. Jimin has a smile that once you see you can’t help but smile too. His eye smile is probably one of my favorite traits of his. And how could I forget about his voice! I could listen to him speak all day and not get tired of hearing his voice. His solo proves to everyone of what he can do and I never want to hear him say he can’t sing because he proved everyone wrong.
I’m positive that the most beautiful angel was born and his name is Park Jimin. Seriously, what did we do to deserve such a sweet and beautiful human being?
He is the sweetest most caring person, his eyes smiles so cute sweetly and honestly just has the warmest sparkle in his eyes. He is so hard working, so talented, so good at teamwork and communication. I just love the way he moved and talks, how he is able to deliver so much when performing. It’s art in itself. He is the most beautiful person that has ever lived and I wish him everything well.
And his thighs, man, his thighs.
in fact, getting to know Jimin was a milestone for me. when I first saw him, I thought that, “wow look at those big lips, that pumpkin head, that hottie but cutie face!!” he was the one who introduced me to BTS, Army and this big family.
as I watched the bangtan bombs, i realized that Jimin was not just a pretty face. for me, Jimin was the one who was bringing the group together. he wasn’t acting, pretending when he was laughing, joking, goofing around with members, iritating them. you are seeing the real, honest Jimin in all his videos, interviews. He is never unhappy and smiles ALL THE DAMN TIME. he loves his members, staff and makes sure they know it too.
i met with him in a very hard time and Jimin’s energy and laughter lifted me up all the time. That’s why I think I owe him a lot. when i felt too tired, exhausted to get up, his energy helped me to progress. (I hope Jimin knows how precious he is.)
Besides all these positive sides, I readed his background story, learned all of his efforts and struggles, and this made me love him and inspired by him more.
we watched him discovering himself beyond the seas. he’s gaining more self-confidence every other day. we are watching him dancing more professional, using his voice more effectively, and getting even more aware of his talents.
i feel like, he is only 21 but already saved many lives.
what I mean is that, Jimin’s sweet smile, his lips, his pervert gazes, his thighs are what caught my eyes. but his sincere and innocent part kept me going, wanting to get to know him more. now i feel like he is my bestfriend. like i knew him all these time and i will know him forever.
god bless him, im crying.
Jimin wasn’t always my bias in BTS, but I kid u not, after watching them perform Perfect Man i could not take my eyes off him. man, the way he moves when he dances just makes me feel things, i cant describe it, but thats what drew me to him. and when i got to know him more and saw how soft he was behind that intense stage presence, i fell in love. he is so sweet and he cares so much for his members, you can just tell how much he adores them, and hes always making sure everyone is happy and no one gets hurt. i love his adorable smile and his laugh, and his smol cute hands, and how he always fluffs his hair, the sweater paws omg, his soft tummy absolutely slays my heart, his thick thighs oh my lord and that booty!!! how can someone be so sexy and cute at the same time?!?!? he is so so pretty it hurts to look at him sometimes, and my heart just overflows with love. i hope he knows how precious he is, and i want him to be happy and healthy and confident and know that he is so so lovedCAN I JOIN IN huhu
Frankly, it took me almost a year to realize that he is my REAL bias in BTS and took me another quarter (i think) to finally say that he is my ultimate bias for life. JIMIN MADE ME DO IT. JIMIN PULLED ME IN. JIMIN CHOSE ME. And now I’m here, trying to word out all the unexplainable reasons to loving him.
First of all, Jimin, in all honesty, is not my type of guy. before.
I’ve always listed my ideal type as tall, lean, has deep eyes and voice, manly handsome, and musically-inclined (has nice voice, can play instruments blah blah). but Jimin proved all these unnecessary for me. He is not tall, he was not lean. He has cute and charming eyes and high-pitched voice which he tries to tone down sometimes so it makes it hella sexy. He is truthfully (idk I think it’s just me) not a manly-handsome type. He is more on the cute yet charismatic handsomeness. Though, he can be musically-inclined in a way for his body’s graceful movements fits any kind of music and his voice and vocal technique is quite unique.
He might not be my ideal guy, but he was surely my ideal self. And maybe that’s my general reason to loving this mochi.
He is passionate–about everything! His dance, his friendships, his dreams, his fans. He wants all the best for everything even if it would cost him more of himself and his time. He is so hardworking that sometimes he only sleeps for a few not good hours. He is also compassionate, kind, and thoughtful. Who would not fall for this guy’s sweetness to his members? “Jungkook’s mom”? Taehyung’s best best best best bestest friend? teaching choreos a little less harsh than team dance captain Jung? hugs each member anytime anywhere, subtle or not? comforted sad/crying members on stage?
He is also pure, honest, and a happy and positive person. He may had gone through anxiety like most of us but I think he is much more stronger than I am. He smiled. He laughed. And he loved himself a bit more than before–which I totally still am struggling with. His became the smile that I always look for when loneliness is eating me up. His became the laugh that I would replay on my speakers when I’m afraid to or can’t sleep at night. And he is my inspiration to becoming my ideal self. His name I will chant on my path to self-discovery.
I wish I’ll have the chance to thank him for all these. And God for giving me and all of us the
chanceopportunity to live in the same generation as his.
(via cowjimin)
*listening to uptown funk for the first time* idk it’s alright
*listening now* girls hit your hallelujah *punches table* girls hit your hallelujah *punches self* girls hit your hallelujah *jumps off roof* cause uptown funk gon give it to you *jumps over car* cause uptown funk gon give it to you *backflips out of airplane* cause uptown funk gon give it to you *runs marathon* saturday night and we in the spot *swims across ocean* don’t believe me just watch *dies*
(via ceoul)
